What was the greatest spiritual challenge of your life?

The hardest part of my journey has been acknowledging that I am the light I see in everyone else.  That I am worthy to be that because I am already; I only need to walk in it.  It is hard to believe I have beauty in me even though I see so much in everyone else.  I know that I would not be able to recognize it if did not have it.  Everyone is my mirror.  I can only see in others what I am at any given time.  I could not see light if I am not walking in light.   I have spent this weekend changing that and I truly feel that I have turned a corner.  I am finally to a point where I understand and accept that I don't have to perfect.  Peace exists there, strength too.   More challenges lie ahead but I take comfort from the fact that they will not occur until I am strong enough to face them.